By: Wendy (Theology for Women)
I felt rejected by a friend last week. In reality, I don’t think they meant it to feel rejecting, but it felt rejecting to me, and it left me crying in my car. Then I started thinking in terms of this article on rejection and daddy issues, which I had already started writing. It may seem weird to immediately start working through my problems by thinking in terms of a blog article, but that harkens back to what this blog was originally and how it is best used in my own life – as lectures to myself. I knew to lecture to myself in that moment as I cried in my car. But what was the lecture? What should I preach to myself when I felt so hurt by rejection?
Rejection is painful no matter what. I’ve spent enough time struggling with rejection (sometimes real, sometimes perceived) to know that the balm for the wound of rejection is identity and affirmation. What is my identity? And how does the affirmation it brings me equip me to face rejection head on and not be destroyed by it? This was a core issue I journaled through when studying Ephesians for By His Wounds You are Healed. God spoke me into creation and gave me an identity in Him through Christ that endures through personal rejection. I can endure human rejection because God never rejects me. Nothing can separate me from His love.
I have not struggled to believe the love of my heavenly Father, probably because my earthly father’s love was consistent. He regularly affirmed me, and I know beyond a shadow of a doubt he is proud of his daughters. I also know that if I had a need, I could run to the open arms of both my parents in a moment, and they would be there for me. We all need affirmation and identity from a steady, reliable, trustworthy source. Husbands/boyfriends can do this at one level, but I think that most women long for a deeper source of affirmation — the affirmation of a father.
The entertainment industry is FILLED with women with daddy issues. But outside of the entertainment industry is filled with the same. The Church is filled with women with the same issues.
Our daddy issues spill into our God issues. And then our God issues spill into the rest of our lives. I have many good friends who have wrestled and still are wrestling with the absence of affirmation from their fathers (or the absence of a father altogether) and the ways that clouds their beliefs about their heavenly Father. The best thing I know to do is revisit the truth from Scripture again and again and again. I did that as I sat in my car and cried, trying not to let my friend’s rejection define me and ruin my day. Nothing can separate me from the love of God. He has a good plan for my life, set in motion from before time began. I am in Christ, and God welcomes me to come before Him boldly and confidently, because I am now wearing Christ’s robe of righteousness. He has blessed me in Christ with every spiritual blessing, adopted me as His own, and lavished His grace on me. He has a good plan for my life and good works planned for me to accomplish for Him (Romans 8, Ephesians 1).
These are the truths that enabled me to dry my tears, get out of my car, and go on with my day still hurt by my friend but not defined by it. Perhaps most profound, those truths enabled me to reach out to that same friend the next week. And you know what? We had a reasonably nice time that had me thinking perhaps I had read too much into our previous interaction.
Affirmation and identity are powerful things. There’s not much in the way of affirmation and identity that can sustain us long term, especially through painful rejection. But the affirmation from our Father in heaven gives us an identity that endures. Call on it in such moments. It’s quite powerful.